Choices, Chances and Changes

Here I am in my prime – a part of my existence and verdure age

I take myself back through my odyssey – a recollection of my every crossings

Recounting my every moments – the exploration of my being from each in-betweens

Staring at faded photographs – I have recapped my journey – my memoir

Through every image I rehashed who I was, where I have been and what I’ve become.

Walking through my life – retracing my steps I have taken along the way, I choked

Re-enacting the scenes – I’ve had my fair share of stories to tell, tears started to fall

I have made mistakes – lessons learnt at each path I chose to thread

I have been to conquests – battles that entwined to find my capacity and my limitations

In every stride I’ve encountered trials – a test of weakness and the discovery of my strengths.

In every episode I have had struggles – some I have forgotten while others have stayed and I’ve kept

Every setting there are sequences – of beautiful memories and some painful ones

In each take I feel running away – the times where I want to give up and need to let go

In every stages I stood up – I tried harder knowing I could fall and will fail

And the site I have been – I thought I fought alone but I had allies and forces standing behind.

Each blueprint of my life a layout changes tracing blurry visions of reality – testing my faith

Each script written – some already carved in stones and another smothered in paper

Yet for some reason there’s something that shields me – a reason to keep going

Whenever fear heightens – setbacks that weakens there’s an inch of hope holding on

Somehow there is a screenwriter behind the curtains rewriting my fate.

For every walk I find a compass pointing to another location – an option

I see chances to change – a redirection of how I choose my story

Today, I will start taking a step forward – another chapter to redesign my life

I will recreate my blueprint – redraw my footprints making a mark

When I look back tomorrow as I turn the pages I will find myself standing up again because it is possible – I’M POSSIBLE!

Birthday Jan 2023